I'LL TAKE THE TRUTH AT ANY COST.

life is amazing. i truly have all that i have ever wanted.

aaron and i are together & going strong. we've talked about marriage, our future, his love and acceptance of my children. our own make-shift family.

seven years of unhappiness was worth this. thank you steven for taking me so low, because now i appreciate just how beautiful life can really be. i will never let myself or my life go to where you took us.

just so you know, i think you're missing out because it would've been 12 years this year and that's a lot to throw away.

and when we wrote this story how did it end?

so that sucks. butwhatever homessss.

-(V)G.

i have to go to work in a few hours. i should be sleeping. i miss aaron and i hate steven and i'm tired of being alone but being alone is the only way to be sometimes. i can't let another person in. and i can't let myself out.

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sinking my fingertips.


i'm not sure if i'll use this again, but i need something that is familiar. life isn't what it used to be and i need to get back to my "roots"...whatever that means, whatever that's worth...

it's going to be the longest winter.

it's funny that all this time i didn't know it was really myself that was keeping me from being happy. good to know. good to know. anyway. i've decided that my life is pretty much awesome.

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